Wow its already the last day of winter, how quick huh? And in a few days or so, the hay fever will attack us all!!! D: Oh and we, year twelves, have five more weeks of school until awards night, muck up day, EXAMS and formal. And a whole bunch of stuff to look forward to after that!! HOMYBUDDA!!! D:
Oh get this, my drama performance exam is on the same day as my awards night!! T_________T what the hell am i gonna do? and how will i get back in time?? D=
Oh well ill work something out...hopefully and just two and a half more weeks till holidays but even so, theres holiday classes T_T
Tuesday, August 31, 2010
Stimulated XD
What an interesting day i had.
Well lets see i had a day off today but even so i was suppose to come in for a class but i didnt cause i wasnt bothered cause i knew that i wouldnt learn anything. So i just slept in until Lindah came over cause i told her i wasnt bothered going class so she wasnt bothered either ROFL.
When she got to my place we sat around and then we timed out what we had to do today so we left and walked to Ginifer station to go Watergardens. We had to buy a birthday present for a friend so yeah, we then ate and trained it to Sunshine cause we were watching a movie.
We watch Step Up 3. IT WAS SO GOOOOOOOOOOOD id do, i mean, id watch it again. XD after that we met up with a friend so i can get some of my stuff back and then we trained it back to school for parent teacher interviews although we went alone cause were awesomeeee XD
Watching Step Up 3 has inspired me to turn back to dance. It made me feel weird inside since i havent danced in awhile but when i had music on and moved with it, i was better then before and i had realised that i had never forgotten about it.
Back then, i could never freestyle. i told everyone around me that i didnt know how but all they said was that i just needed practise and that im probably shy. its true because i knew that i can dance, if i can do chorey then i can freestyle, i just had to be confidant and not care about what others think.
Dancing makes you feel good because youre not scared of moving in front of others. when you move with rhythm, youre expressing something from inside. And everyone can dance, you just gotta believeeee. gosh thats corny ROFLLL
Well lets see i had a day off today but even so i was suppose to come in for a class but i didnt cause i wasnt bothered cause i knew that i wouldnt learn anything. So i just slept in until Lindah came over cause i told her i wasnt bothered going class so she wasnt bothered either ROFL.
When she got to my place we sat around and then we timed out what we had to do today so we left and walked to Ginifer station to go Watergardens. We had to buy a birthday present for a friend so yeah, we then ate and trained it to Sunshine cause we were watching a movie.
We watch Step Up 3. IT WAS SO GOOOOOOOOOOOD id do, i mean, id watch it again. XD after that we met up with a friend so i can get some of my stuff back and then we trained it back to school for parent teacher interviews although we went alone cause were awesomeeee XD
Watching Step Up 3 has inspired me to turn back to dance. It made me feel weird inside since i havent danced in awhile but when i had music on and moved with it, i was better then before and i had realised that i had never forgotten about it.
Back then, i could never freestyle. i told everyone around me that i didnt know how but all they said was that i just needed practise and that im probably shy. its true because i knew that i can dance, if i can do chorey then i can freestyle, i just had to be confidant and not care about what others think.
Dancing makes you feel good because youre not scared of moving in front of others. when you move with rhythm, youre expressing something from inside. And everyone can dance, you just gotta believeeee. gosh thats corny ROFLLL
Monday, August 30, 2010
Its not my fault i always sound depressed. Im sure everyone has those days when they feel as if the world has pulled them down. Family, what is a family? Do i even have one? Have i ever? This isnt the first time that i've felt this way. i remember feeling like this when i was a kid. It was when my mum and grandma has a stupid argument. It cause them two to not talk for ten years. Up until last November, my brothers wedding, it had brought my so called family back together and mum and grandma started to talk again. Its a good thing though, but when theres something good that happens, theres always something that will go wrong.
Why is it that when youre the most happy when everyone has all this shit thrown at them? Why is it that I cannot do anything about it besides be there for them? Why is it that i cannot do anything about my own situation? Why is it that i ask questions that i know the answer to?
I may say that I can never seem to see myself happy, its true. I may look happy when i'm at school being around others and all. But when I'm alone and at home, thats the time that I feel as if what i really am has come out, but i guess that most of you out there feels the same way when youre alone.
Being alone is what i seem to be doing most of my days. In this house there were five of us. There was a family. But when i started highschool, it all came crashing down and it started to break. I didnt know why it was all happening. I had thought that we were happy living together. But i had always been wrong. There was no longer love between my mum and dad. Actually, there was no love from my dad to my mum. That i could see when they talk, feel when they're apart.
Mum on the other hand, i can still see that she has some love for my dad. She holds on to someone who had cheated on her so many times. She holds on to someone who has left her alone. Why is it that i'm the only one who admits my feelings and let it out. Shes too stubborn to see how she feels and actually do it. Her stubbornness is the reason as to why my brother moved out after he got married.
My sister in-law and mum is the same. They both are stubborn and will not get along. The same with my mum and grandma. But really is that a valid reason to move out and never come home? I think not. In order for me to have a family, even if the family members dont get along, you stay and work things out. Thats what a family is. You have ups and downs, you go through it together. You dont run away from it. I surly dont, i stand my ground and fight for whats right, what i think is true. But my family, relatives, all they do is run and ignore the fact that something is wrong. Stupid stubborn people!
I havent said much about my sister have i? Well, ever since we were kids, she was always the one to pick on me. Every time i got bullied, i sat in a corner and brawled my eyes out. I never could said anything to fight for myself. Now look at me, i fight back the second someone says something. The relationship i have with my sister wasnt really good ever since we were kids. But when she Turned 18, it all went away. After she turned 18, we talk more and we understand each other. We look out for each other and sort of love each other. As corny as it may sound, its true. We all love our parents and siblings, we just dont admit it because we dont have to.
But ever since about less than a month ago, she found herself happiness, yes a boyfriend. He's pretty cool, hes not like those a**holes that you see. Although i only met him once and we didnt talk, but with how my sister tells me about him, he's pretty cool and caring and will be there. But nothing lasts. So ever since she found happiness, she's always out and we hardly talk much. I know this is part of growing up but at least know your limits. And at least know what you left behind when you walk out that door to go out.
Im lucky to come out to the world last out of my siblings. I get to see the good and bad side of it and i learn from their mistakes or choices. I try and not do what they do to and be there for mum. Mum really does get pissed off easily, like me but her anger stays for awhile as for me it goes away after few minutes. Mum works hard for the three of us and she gets tired easily. So maybe i should do what she tells me to do and not complain. I want to help her as much as i can before i too will grow up in my own way.
Why is it that when youre the most happy when everyone has all this shit thrown at them? Why is it that I cannot do anything about it besides be there for them? Why is it that i cannot do anything about my own situation? Why is it that i ask questions that i know the answer to?
I may say that I can never seem to see myself happy, its true. I may look happy when i'm at school being around others and all. But when I'm alone and at home, thats the time that I feel as if what i really am has come out, but i guess that most of you out there feels the same way when youre alone.
Being alone is what i seem to be doing most of my days. In this house there were five of us. There was a family. But when i started highschool, it all came crashing down and it started to break. I didnt know why it was all happening. I had thought that we were happy living together. But i had always been wrong. There was no longer love between my mum and dad. Actually, there was no love from my dad to my mum. That i could see when they talk, feel when they're apart.
Mum on the other hand, i can still see that she has some love for my dad. She holds on to someone who had cheated on her so many times. She holds on to someone who has left her alone. Why is it that i'm the only one who admits my feelings and let it out. Shes too stubborn to see how she feels and actually do it. Her stubbornness is the reason as to why my brother moved out after he got married.
My sister in-law and mum is the same. They both are stubborn and will not get along. The same with my mum and grandma. But really is that a valid reason to move out and never come home? I think not. In order for me to have a family, even if the family members dont get along, you stay and work things out. Thats what a family is. You have ups and downs, you go through it together. You dont run away from it. I surly dont, i stand my ground and fight for whats right, what i think is true. But my family, relatives, all they do is run and ignore the fact that something is wrong. Stupid stubborn people!
I havent said much about my sister have i? Well, ever since we were kids, she was always the one to pick on me. Every time i got bullied, i sat in a corner and brawled my eyes out. I never could said anything to fight for myself. Now look at me, i fight back the second someone says something. The relationship i have with my sister wasnt really good ever since we were kids. But when she Turned 18, it all went away. After she turned 18, we talk more and we understand each other. We look out for each other and sort of love each other. As corny as it may sound, its true. We all love our parents and siblings, we just dont admit it because we dont have to.
But ever since about less than a month ago, she found herself happiness, yes a boyfriend. He's pretty cool, hes not like those a**holes that you see. Although i only met him once and we didnt talk, but with how my sister tells me about him, he's pretty cool and caring and will be there. But nothing lasts. So ever since she found happiness, she's always out and we hardly talk much. I know this is part of growing up but at least know your limits. And at least know what you left behind when you walk out that door to go out.
Im lucky to come out to the world last out of my siblings. I get to see the good and bad side of it and i learn from their mistakes or choices. I try and not do what they do to and be there for mum. Mum really does get pissed off easily, like me but her anger stays for awhile as for me it goes away after few minutes. Mum works hard for the three of us and she gets tired easily. So maybe i should do what she tells me to do and not complain. I want to help her as much as i can before i too will grow up in my own way.
I shall do my best ;D, Minniie
ZUMBA!!!!
Today in school we had Zumba, yes, that dance slash exercise thing. Most people that i talked to was complaining about it and didnt want to go. They didnt go which also made me not bothered to walk back to school on my own during lunch. But i went back with Lindah and ZUMBA had already started. *cries* ROFL
It was a really good feeling to get up and dance again, i really miss dancing. I used to be in a dance crew, Rubix Cube. That crew is now down the drain since the leader left. i still sometimes move around when theres music on or i'm just bored. But when i realise what it is that im doing, i stop and scrunch up my face.
Its not that i hated the fact that i was still dancing (i couldnt do much nor was i good at it) its because i couldnt do much even if i was always at prac every week. some say practise makes perfect, but its not, its practise makes permanent. Its true and i cant do anything about it.
But today when i was sort of dying to run back to school to do Zumba, it triggered something inside me and it was something that i had once really loved. i still do but what can i do about it? theres no longer a crew, i havent the time and im alone in something i love.
In the end, everybody loved it and i wanted to do it again. oh and this is the best part, we HAD to go to the last period of the day, i asked my teacher if we can play dead fish XD
It was a really good feeling to get up and dance again, i really miss dancing. I used to be in a dance crew, Rubix Cube. That crew is now down the drain since the leader left. i still sometimes move around when theres music on or i'm just bored. But when i realise what it is that im doing, i stop and scrunch up my face.
Its not that i hated the fact that i was still dancing (i couldnt do much nor was i good at it) its because i couldnt do much even if i was always at prac every week. some say practise makes perfect, but its not, its practise makes permanent. Its true and i cant do anything about it.
But today when i was sort of dying to run back to school to do Zumba, it triggered something inside me and it was something that i had once really loved. i still do but what can i do about it? theres no longer a crew, i havent the time and im alone in something i love.
In the end, everybody loved it and i wanted to do it again. oh and this is the best part, we HAD to go to the last period of the day, i asked my teacher if we can play dead fish XD
Sunday, August 29, 2010
likes, dislikes and random facts
LIKES
1. hugs
2. happy endings
3. asian dramas (chinese is the best)
4. playing dead fish
5. ice cream and cake
6. going to new places
7. night sky
8. fooling people with my awesome acting ^^
9. when everyone is smiling
10. laughing
DISLIKES
1. taking food out of my braces T_T
2. people asking the same question and same comments every time they see you (relatives)
3. the dark
4. having to ask for more
5. people that hates me for no apparent reason
6. being forgotten
7. being ignored
8. when i get treated as if im a kid
9. when people lie about something serious
10. when others are unhappy =[
RANDOM FACTS
1. my happiness is very simple
2. i get pissed off easily
3. i used to bite until i got my braces ==
4. my reactions are scary (apparently)
5. laughs like a mad women at inappropriate times
6. as a wife (lindah) who has a boyfriend *twitch
7. im an actress
8. likes to bake
9. sneezes like an elephant when im sick ROFL
10. I'm awesome XD
TAGGED: Lindah Ngyuen, Huy Tran, Tanyah Tran, Henry Ma, yesh ROFL
when youre tagged by me dont chase after me and try and tag me back, do what you gotta do unless you already did it. (the likes, dislikes and random facts)
ENJOY ^^
1. hugs
2. happy endings
3. asian dramas (chinese is the best)
4. playing dead fish
5. ice cream and cake
6. going to new places
7. night sky
8. fooling people with my awesome acting ^^
9. when everyone is smiling
10. laughing
DISLIKES
1. taking food out of my braces T_T
2. people asking the same question and same comments every time they see you (relatives)
3. the dark
4. having to ask for more
5. people that hates me for no apparent reason
6. being forgotten
7. being ignored
8. when i get treated as if im a kid
9. when people lie about something serious
10. when others are unhappy =[
RANDOM FACTS
1. my happiness is very simple
2. i get pissed off easily
3. i used to bite until i got my braces ==
4. my reactions are scary (apparently)
5. laughs like a mad women at inappropriate times
6. as a wife (lindah) who has a boyfriend *twitch
7. im an actress
8. likes to bake
9. sneezes like an elephant when im sick ROFL
10. I'm awesome XD
TAGGED: Lindah Ngyuen, Huy Tran, Tanyah Tran, Henry Ma, yesh ROFL
when youre tagged by me dont chase after me and try and tag me back, do what you gotta do unless you already did it. (the likes, dislikes and random facts)
ENJOY ^^
Saturday, August 28, 2010
Drunken OLD MEN!! >_<"
So it was about 12.40pm when i headed off to bed last night. Next door was a house filled with drunken old men, not to mention that they were loud as f**k! i lie in bed feeling the need to open my window and yell at them to shut the hell up. when i was about to do so, they quietened down so i lied back down. later on you hear them talking shit and singing out of pitch, pissed off i got out of bed, opened my window and...
me: E! May ong kia! May ong khong can ngu sao?!! Tao can ngu nhe!!! Di ve di!!!
them: *silent*
me: *slams window shut*
TRANSLATION
me: HEY! YOU OLD PEOPLE OVER THERE! DONT YOU NEED TO SLEEP?!! I DO!!! SO GO HOME!!!
so after i closed my window and went back to bed, they were dead silent and i thought they wen home since i heard few leave and start their cars. i thought wrong, some was still there and they started talking again.
them: Bo may ngoi ben day nhe! may co ngon kieu canh sat loi di!
TRANSLATION
them: YOUR DAD IS SITTING OVER HERE! IF YOU THINK YOURE SO GOOD, WHY DONT YOU CALL THE POLICE?!
they were all drunk and talking shit. being the person that i am i stirred up some fun and games. i called the police XD
I told the dude on the other line that im calling about a noise complaint. they wouldnt shut up even if i had told them off. when i was done, the guy asked for the address and that there will be cops coming over ASAP. but knowing them, they wouldnt because its not as serious as a murder. in the end they didnt come. i waited even if i knew that they wouldnt come. i lied there laughing my head off at what i had just done and when the drunken fags have gone i slept and woke up laughing at myself the next morning.
What a way to talk to your neighbours huh? i know its rude with how i said it in Vietnamese but seriously you can't expect ME to be polite in a time like this, i was pissed off at them and so i was so loud that my words echoed through the streets (Y)
So with the way the police didnt come, thats why this city, town, suburb is so damn dangerous!! we need more polices out there ready to be on the go at all times. i dont want officers telling me "okay we will send police over to you as soon as possible". No i dont want that i want them to say "Okay ill be coming over to you right now" and that theyd be here in two minutes!! *TWITCH
Police force is horrible around here!!!!!
me: E! May ong kia! May ong khong can ngu sao?!! Tao can ngu nhe!!! Di ve di!!!
them: *silent*
me: *slams window shut*
TRANSLATION
me: HEY! YOU OLD PEOPLE OVER THERE! DONT YOU NEED TO SLEEP?!! I DO!!! SO GO HOME!!!
so after i closed my window and went back to bed, they were dead silent and i thought they wen home since i heard few leave and start their cars. i thought wrong, some was still there and they started talking again.
them: Bo may ngoi ben day nhe! may co ngon kieu canh sat loi di!
TRANSLATION
them: YOUR DAD IS SITTING OVER HERE! IF YOU THINK YOURE SO GOOD, WHY DONT YOU CALL THE POLICE?!
they were all drunk and talking shit. being the person that i am i stirred up some fun and games. i called the police XD
What a way to talk to your neighbours huh? i know its rude with how i said it in Vietnamese but seriously you can't expect ME to be polite in a time like this, i was pissed off at them and so i was so loud that my words echoed through the streets (Y)
So with the way the police didnt come, thats why this city, town, suburb is so damn dangerous!! we need more polices out there ready to be on the go at all times. i dont want officers telling me "okay we will send police over to you as soon as possible". No i dont want that i want them to say "Okay ill be coming over to you right now" and that theyd be here in two minutes!! *TWITCH
Police force is horrible around here!!!!!
Complex Me
How do you see the world? Is it round? Is it flat? Is it what it is now because of us? Its not the way we want it to be that's for sure. Some say we are born free but everywhere we go is in chains. What does it mean by this quote? Is there really that many consequences no matter what we do in life? The choices we make there are always good and bad outcomes. See how gay, unfair and lame this is?
Do you ever wish for something even when you know that wishes are fake, that they are all lies? If we know this, why do we still do it? Is it the hope that it gives us, is hope the power to live on and not give up? Hope, what a stupid and useless word. Hope is what we have inside us, we hope for way too much. When all else fails, we have nothing but hope. We hope for things to occur once again. We hope that we too will get our happiness like others. In the end, it is hope that pulls us down because we had too much of it.
True happiness is what i look for in life. but i have never found it nor have i felt it. if i did then i wouldnt feel like the way i do now. couple months back i was happy, i was happy because of someone, someone who didnt care, didnt notice. so why was i so happy for? why was i happy with someone who didnt give a shit? thats why i gave up on trying to look for that true happiness and yet i complain about how im so happy for others because they found their happiness and yet i can never be happy for myself. I guess there is only one to blame. you could say me but ill shove that blame in a trash bag filled with all the shit ive been through because of that one person and throw it right in their face. all i will do is stand there and watch when that person realise what it was that they have put me through. i'm not a doll, im not a toy, im not your rebound. once i realised that i was used and toyed with, i stopped. i tried my best but from what i see, i didnt try hard enough.
i guess thats why some of you readers out there dont do the things that ive done. i dont know why you choose to do such thing but i guess you have your own reasons. "You'll never know until you try" i told myself. thats the thing, its true that you will never know until you try but when you do, you get hurt and you dont want to get up and fix things. ive tried so many times but nothing ever occurred.
Now that very same person is trying to get rid of me out of their life. why bother? why bother when all you ever did was ignore the fact that so much has happened between us? you want to know what they're doing? first they didnt come to a gathering, second they dont give you an explanation, third they tell you that they have feelings for someone else, fifth they replace you in a project that i was so looking forward to and now they want to get rid of the things that belong to me AFUCKINGSAP!
I cant believe i have wasted so much time, effort, emotions, hope and care on that one stupid person which was in the wrong place at the bloody wrong time.
And now when i meet someone new who is totally nothing like me with the way we think, i use them as a distraction which is something i DO NOT WANT. i dont want to be like that other person who uses people for their own benefit. i dont want that.
Even though some people interest you, it doesnt mean that you like them. (Refer to my other blog)
Lets just take things slow. get to know each other, talk, be friends and nothing more because being more fucks everything up. having friends are better anyway, you dont need to rely on them and you also wont be disappointed as much if they do something wrong or dont show up.
So for all my readers out there, do you think that i really am an idiot? am i foolish?
Do you ever wish for something even when you know that wishes are fake, that they are all lies? If we know this, why do we still do it? Is it the hope that it gives us, is hope the power to live on and not give up? Hope, what a stupid and useless word. Hope is what we have inside us, we hope for way too much. When all else fails, we have nothing but hope. We hope for things to occur once again. We hope that we too will get our happiness like others. In the end, it is hope that pulls us down because we had too much of it.
True happiness is what i look for in life. but i have never found it nor have i felt it. if i did then i wouldnt feel like the way i do now. couple months back i was happy, i was happy because of someone, someone who didnt care, didnt notice. so why was i so happy for? why was i happy with someone who didnt give a shit? thats why i gave up on trying to look for that true happiness and yet i complain about how im so happy for others because they found their happiness and yet i can never be happy for myself. I guess there is only one to blame. you could say me but ill shove that blame in a trash bag filled with all the shit ive been through because of that one person and throw it right in their face. all i will do is stand there and watch when that person realise what it was that they have put me through. i'm not a doll, im not a toy, im not your rebound. once i realised that i was used and toyed with, i stopped. i tried my best but from what i see, i didnt try hard enough.
i guess thats why some of you readers out there dont do the things that ive done. i dont know why you choose to do such thing but i guess you have your own reasons. "You'll never know until you try" i told myself. thats the thing, its true that you will never know until you try but when you do, you get hurt and you dont want to get up and fix things. ive tried so many times but nothing ever occurred.
Now that very same person is trying to get rid of me out of their life. why bother? why bother when all you ever did was ignore the fact that so much has happened between us? you want to know what they're doing? first they didnt come to a gathering, second they dont give you an explanation, third they tell you that they have feelings for someone else, fifth they replace you in a project that i was so looking forward to and now they want to get rid of the things that belong to me AFUCKINGSAP!
I cant believe i have wasted so much time, effort, emotions, hope and care on that one stupid person which was in the wrong place at the bloody wrong time.
And now when i meet someone new who is totally nothing like me with the way we think, i use them as a distraction which is something i DO NOT WANT. i dont want to be like that other person who uses people for their own benefit. i dont want that.
Even though some people interest you, it doesnt mean that you like them. (Refer to my other blog)
Lets just take things slow. get to know each other, talk, be friends and nothing more because being more fucks everything up. having friends are better anyway, you dont need to rely on them and you also wont be disappointed as much if they do something wrong or dont show up.
So for all my readers out there, do you think that i really am an idiot? am i foolish?
Friday, August 27, 2010
Lunch time + today
LUNCH TIME
Today's lunch time was probably one out of many good lunches. why? well it was because most of us had a free in period five thats why we stayed out. Four girls walked in the light rain to Nandos for lunch. there wasnt much conversation going on as we ate but we made some stuff up which was fun since we bonded with people we havent talked to in a while. also because of the laughs.
Somehow the topic of cars came up, wait, scratch that, i brought up the topic about cars and three of us was full on like OMG THIS TYPE OF CAR HAS A SEXY ASS while one of us was texting. Its funny how girls check out cars like how guys check out girls, looking at the ass XDD
Then later the topic led to checking out girls and how its okay for girls to check out girls but its like really gay for guys to check out guys. we full on made fun of the fact that one guy who is an ex to two of us had no ass.
Since we were saying what we look for in guys first.
EYES SMILE ASS HAIR
We sat there cracking up so bad because we were imitating the ex on how he talks and how he thinks his the G! which he isnt thats why it was so damn funny ROFL
TODAY
I woke up late again T_____________T I had a spare in the morning so i would normally wake up at 8am on Fridays. but i woke at 9.10am which made me feel even more useless since i had to take the damn bike to school again. it was tiring but not like Wednesday since i wasnt THAT late which was awesomeeeee. not really T___T
Then at the end of the day it rained so bad, i could feel my face scrunching up. i didnt want to ride home in the rain, ill get sick and thats the last thing that everybody would want, GETTING SICK!!
but then when the bell rang for end of the day it was no longer raining. i was both YAY and *TWITCH since my bike got wet. i swear why the hell do they call it a damn bike shed when THERE'S NO FRIGGIN SHED??? >__<''
by the time i got home i was puffing out of breath.
There was something that i was going to write about but i'm kind of blank at the moment .______.
Today's lunch time was probably one out of many good lunches. why? well it was because most of us had a free in period five thats why we stayed out. Four girls walked in the light rain to Nandos for lunch. there wasnt much conversation going on as we ate but we made some stuff up which was fun since we bonded with people we havent talked to in a while. also because of the laughs.
Somehow the topic of cars came up, wait, scratch that, i brought up the topic about cars and three of us was full on like OMG THIS TYPE OF CAR HAS A SEXY ASS while one of us was texting. Its funny how girls check out cars like how guys check out girls, looking at the ass XDD
Then later the topic led to checking out girls and how its okay for girls to check out girls but its like really gay for guys to check out guys. we full on made fun of the fact that one guy who is an ex to two of us had no ass.
Since we were saying what we look for in guys first.
EYES SMILE ASS HAIR
We sat there cracking up so bad because we were imitating the ex on how he talks and how he thinks his the G! which he isnt thats why it was so damn funny ROFL
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TODAY
I woke up late again T_____________T I had a spare in the morning so i would normally wake up at 8am on Fridays. but i woke at 9.10am which made me feel even more useless since i had to take the damn bike to school again. it was tiring but not like Wednesday since i wasnt THAT late which was awesomeeeee. not really T___T
Then at the end of the day it rained so bad, i could feel my face scrunching up. i didnt want to ride home in the rain, ill get sick and thats the last thing that everybody would want, GETTING SICK!!
but then when the bell rang for end of the day it was no longer raining. i was both YAY and *TWITCH since my bike got wet. i swear why the hell do they call it a damn bike shed when THERE'S NO FRIGGIN SHED??? >__<''
by the time i got home i was puffing out of breath.
There was something that i was going to write about but i'm kind of blank at the moment .______.
Thursday, August 26, 2010
How i got my name =D
Being human beings causes us to do many things, most of them we regret as every human would. Some wish they could go back or should I say most or even all unless they don't regret anything. Good on them then.
The reason as to why I'm writing is because Huy thought I lied about how I got my name. I'm wondering as to how he got his name "huy dep trai" ROFL
But how I got my name was when i was in year seven. we had that program peer support with the year twelves. In my home room class we sat in a circle and we took turns with using the first letter of our name to describe ourselves. a good friend of mine described himself as Cheeky Chee. Yes hes name is Chee. My best friend Lindah couldnt think of anything so she just said Lucky Lindah. When it was my turn, i had a huge grin on my face and said Mini Mi. The class laughed and from then on everyone called me either Minniie which Lindah made for me or else Mini Mi. Now days people mostly call me either Mi or Minniie, one still calls me Mini Mi which is totally fine. XD
So i hope Huy believes me after i posted this even if i had told him before. But its hard to trust now days anyway. And besides, we only met a couple days ago. I guess I didnt think about trust huh?
If i was to lie about my name, I'd use Alice. The reason behind that is because I like to write stories and the main character's name is ALWAYS ALICE LAM which is weird or not.
I mean who wouldnt lie about their name if you had my name huh? Mi Tran ROFLLLL but yeah i dont lie about my name much unless i find it weird to tell people that my name is Minniie. It is but it really depends who it is that i'm telling so i guess its related to Thats Just How I Is XD
The reason as to why I'm writing is because Huy thought I lied about how I got my name. I'm wondering as to how he got his name "huy dep trai" ROFL
But how I got my name was when i was in year seven. we had that program peer support with the year twelves. In my home room class we sat in a circle and we took turns with using the first letter of our name to describe ourselves. a good friend of mine described himself as Cheeky Chee. Yes hes name is Chee. My best friend Lindah couldnt think of anything so she just said Lucky Lindah. When it was my turn, i had a huge grin on my face and said Mini Mi. The class laughed and from then on everyone called me either Minniie which Lindah made for me or else Mini Mi. Now days people mostly call me either Mi or Minniie, one still calls me Mini Mi which is totally fine. XD
So i hope Huy believes me after i posted this even if i had told him before. But its hard to trust now days anyway. And besides, we only met a couple days ago. I guess I didnt think about trust huh?
If i was to lie about my name, I'd use Alice. The reason behind that is because I like to write stories and the main character's name is ALWAYS ALICE LAM which is weird or not.
I mean who wouldnt lie about their name if you had my name huh? Mi Tran ROFLLLL but yeah i dont lie about my name much unless i find it weird to tell people that my name is Minniie. It is but it really depends who it is that i'm telling so i guess its related to Thats Just How I Is XD
What difference do you see?
Just finished a discussion i had to write for english. something about the evils of belonging. with this subject i understand it and such but when it comes to writing, i suck.
i mean, i like writing its something i do just so i can rant through words and get it all out there. but yes i'm not so good at it. its always like that isn't it? when you like a particular thing youre not good at it and when you hate something youre really good at it. how unfair is life? >_<
Anyway for today's thought/s
For some odd reason the topic of like and interest popped up today during one of my spares. I thought about it and so now I'm writing to remind myself and let you all out there who don't know the difference.
Some may say that liking someone/something is the same as being interested in them/it. but it's not and i'm going to tell you why.
Being interested in someone/something is when you want to know more about them/it and so you decide to explore and do your research. you don't miss them/it what so ever and you don't think about them/it what so ever.
As for liking someone/something you have an emotion towards that person/thing and you want to pursue them/it. you'll often find yourself talking about the person/thing and you'll regularly miss them/it.
So when you know the difference between interested and like you'll know where it is that you're heading.
i mean, i like writing its something i do just so i can rant through words and get it all out there. but yes i'm not so good at it. its always like that isn't it? when you like a particular thing youre not good at it and when you hate something youre really good at it. how unfair is life? >_<
Anyway for today's thought/s
For some odd reason the topic of like and interest popped up today during one of my spares. I thought about it and so now I'm writing to remind myself and let you all out there who don't know the difference.
Some may say that liking someone/something is the same as being interested in them/it. but it's not and i'm going to tell you why.
Being interested in someone/something is when you want to know more about them/it and so you decide to explore and do your research. you don't miss them/it what so ever and you don't think about them/it what so ever.
As for liking someone/something you have an emotion towards that person/thing and you want to pursue them/it. you'll often find yourself talking about the person/thing and you'll regularly miss them/it.
So when you know the difference between interested and like you'll know where it is that you're heading.
So there you go. What do you think about them now?
OH YEAH! I JUST REALISED
I got replace in a video clip my friend was running. T____T How shattering isn't it? My role in it was to tackle two people. I was looking forward to it too and now when my friend said that i don't need to worry about it since he found someone who lives closer I really want to tackle someone and beat the living sh** out of them. TT_____TT
Wednesday, August 25, 2010
thats how i is =]
the ones who are afraid of me don't know me at all. you may be asking why that is. the answer is simple, I'm not a scary person as you think i am. i may walk around sometimes with a scary death stare as an expression but behind it can be many reasons. one being to protect myself. and most of the time its because I'm alone.
But being around others is a different story. for those who meet my bad and so called scary side, i guess you an say that they're unlucky. but there are some who meet that side of me and then later on meet my good and happy side, those people are the ones who at least know what kind of person i am.
For those who meet my good and happy side first, i find it weird since i don't feel natural. but it really depends who you are, for me, its best if you meet my bad side first and then meet my good side. cause that way ill know that if you can stand my bad side, you defiantly deserve my good side.
after all that's how i is ^^
But being around others is a different story. for those who meet my bad and so called scary side, i guess you an say that they're unlucky. but there are some who meet that side of me and then later on meet my good and happy side, those people are the ones who at least know what kind of person i am.
For those who meet my good and happy side first, i find it weird since i don't feel natural. but it really depends who you are, for me, its best if you meet my bad side first and then meet my good side. cause that way ill know that if you can stand my bad side, you defiantly deserve my good side.
after all that's how i is ^^
Just those days!!!
What a way to start out the day, waking up late!!!
That's not me btw, just some random i found and cause he's asian XD
But yes i woke up late and felt like crap and was contemplating whether or not i should go to school. Not bothered to be late or away i jumped out of bed and almost fell face first due to my foot getting caught in my blanket. I was out of the house in about ten minutes, no breakfast like who does in year 12?
Riding your bike to school when you don't want to be late is such a pain!! In your legs most of all and then later you can barley feel any part of your body. I almost rolled down the stairs if i had fallen when i went down to go to class but luckily there was the rails which i fell into.
I couldn't write properly and i was still panting for about half the class. Good thing i brought my asthma puffer. xD
ASIDE FROM WAKING UP LATE AND HYPERVENTILATING
Health - started a new chapter and i seriously couldn't write properly due to the morning. i sat looking around thinking how can everyone do their work but then i remembered that i was the one who woke up late because i stayed up late and i had to race to the friggin school by the stupid bike which reminds me to never do that ever again even if im late!! i rather walk and run more so then riding the stupid bike T_____T
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Free/Spares/Study session?O_O - i had noodles since i didnt eat in the morning and like my friend Brigitte always says "i always see you eating". yeah i tend to eat alot but isnt that a good thing? she also says that im lucky to eat so much and yet i stay the same and dont get fat. XD
i talked to Leon (my farfar cousin) kept bagging him about being drunk at tanyah's party which made him feel embarrassed. MUHAHAHAHAHAJAJA
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Recess - forgot what i did...
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English (double) - the last topic for the year! what was it again? Catcher in the rye? yeah that, its like identity and belonging but didnt we already do that in like second term? there was a discussion and most of the time i heard myself talking or else the teacher. i dont know why i talked to much during these kinds of topics but it sounds like i know what im talking about even if i havent read the book yet XD then later we got into groups to have another discussion and then SOMEHOW we started talking about the games that we played as a child like gang tiggy, fortyforty, shadow tiggy, texicans and mexcicans, and there was like a whole heap more but i cant thing of any right now.
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then later there was lunch and i went to fish and chip store cause Lindah was there and i ordered food, came back to school and went in a room where there was Tanyah, Nga and Thuy eating their food which was KFC and they said it tasted old and dry.
Thuy said i looked different and so i told her i had a hair cut on saturday and they were all like OHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHhhhh... ROFL
i had double free at the end of the day so when everyone went to class i walked to SAFEWAY to get cooking chocolate cause i'm cooking tmr and i need it. making CAKE!! *drools* ive been baking for the past six weeks and its fun since i like LOVE cake. you wouldnt find me saying "i dont feel like cake" LIKE EVER unless i'm unhappy which is hardly! ^^
Then i went home...by bike and the wind was like WOOOAHHH!!!!! i almost fell off. >_< stupid massive gust of wind!!!
Tuesday, August 24, 2010
Realising
I forgot to mention, the reason as to whyy I'm using this is due to me forgetting my password to my other account so YEAH!
Totally QUACKERS!!
Ever thought how stupid you are until you actually realise the stupid side to things? I have!! Its been a weird day for me but wait, hasn't it always been a weird day? this year is the reason behind it. i was never this crazy last year. i guess its only the effects of being a yr 12.
so i don't have much to say, well i do but i know that I'm going to blabber about god knows what so yeah.
Just last Sunday i had a party, my friend Tanyah's 18th party actually. it was great, in the city at night, met new people, got DRAWN on!!! ate laughed, saw people go high and drunk.
meeting new people can be great, good way to start different relations whether its friendship or more in the near future (as if!!). some may say that meeting new people is scary since you have no idea how a person can be like therefore you rather keep to yourself. but not me i rather be out there and try new things and I'm sure its people like me who people are afraid of since most people meet the bad side to me first. ever if they do they shouldn't really judge when they have no idea what kind of person i really am. if one takes time to get to know me then we'd be good friends, but if one chooses to be scared and judge then screw your bums! ^^
so i don't have much to say, well i do but i know that I'm going to blabber about god knows what so yeah.
Just last Sunday i had a party, my friend Tanyah's 18th party actually. it was great, in the city at night, met new people, got DRAWN on!!! ate laughed, saw people go high and drunk.
meeting new people can be great, good way to start different relations whether its friendship or more in the near future (as if!!). some may say that meeting new people is scary since you have no idea how a person can be like therefore you rather keep to yourself. but not me i rather be out there and try new things and I'm sure its people like me who people are afraid of since most people meet the bad side to me first. ever if they do they shouldn't really judge when they have no idea what kind of person i really am. if one takes time to get to know me then we'd be good friends, but if one chooses to be scared and judge then screw your bums! ^^
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