Certain things in life are
difficult, certain challenges come your way to test how strong you are, how far
you would go and how long you will fight. But then there are certain things
that are just complete unnecessary.
When I brought the two of
you together I did it because I had reason behind it, good reason; but certain
decisions that the two of you make after I let go of your hands causes me to
wonder if it will work out between the two of you. This life you cannot live as
an individual, you must live as a pair, a pair that I have made for you. Why is
it that this commitment you have towards each other isn’t strong enough to hold
your curiosity back? Why does it still allow you to look at other people when
its clear that you have the one that’s meant for you right before your eyes?
Its unnecessary to have
anyone else but the one that holds your heart in your eyes. You mustn’t look at
anyone else in that way and have any opinion about them. Isn’t it enough to
just have that one special person? I know how she feels about you and there are
times where you are reluctant to accept her feelings and return it. Why must
you hurt her the way you hurt yourself? Why must she go through so much just to
be with you? I had brought the two of you together so that it would benefit both
of you, but right now all it seems is that you love him much more then you
should because it is clear that he does not value your love as much as you want
him to.
If the two of you really do
value what I gave you then you wouldn’t even think of other people. You wouldn’t
look at other people and you sure as hell wouldn’t lead them on like the way
you have. I am ashamed of what I have seen and I can only hope that one day the
two of you will only look at each other and realise that you’ve only ever
needed each other and no one else matters.
You really do love him don’t
you? I’ve seen what you had done for him, I’ve seen what you gave up for him.
But I can’t make him see that. And I cannot make him be something he’s not. I
can’t take his bad habits away, it is up to the two of you to work it out. If
it hurts you that much then tell him. Tell him that its unnecessary because to
you he is the only one you need. But that puts you in a vulnerable spot where
your heart can easily be ripped to shreds by the way he is.
She loves you, why can’t
you see that what you do hurts her? When will you stop with your childish acts
and accept her heart for who she is and only have her in your eyes?
I can only watch over the
two of you now, there isn’t much that I can do…
JC~G
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