Just A Thought

Remember back then when we were together and how we were so happy? Remember how you make me laugh? Remember how I made you cry? Remember the feeling we had when we were there next to each other and the feeling we got when we were apart? I was thinking about those days just today and I couldn’t help but smile at the times we had.

I miss those times and thinking back to them kind of makes me want to go back. I tell myself that it’s just a thought and that I shouldn’t think too much about it because it won’t do any good especially at this moment in time. Indeed I am vulnerable and I will take any chance of happiness I can get, there fore I should be careful of what path I choose.

It’s probably the feeling of having someone there for me to talk to and hug that I miss. The feeling you made me feel was something I got sick of when you were around all the time and missed when you weren’t around.

That day when I saw you in the morning and not at recess, I missed you so bad up to the point where during lunch, when I did see you, I jumped with joy, squealed your name and ran towards you for a hug.

This is probably the empty feeling talking so please don’t think too much on it. But I really do want the feeling you made me feel back then. I’m not too sure about what my heart feels but, what ever it is that I’m feeling right now, it’s your love and care that I crave.

The thing I regret most was not being with you, it was being with you and not knowing what I had until I kicked you out of my life numerous of times and pulling you back.

So what do I do now? I’m not sure about my feelings, but I really do need what you gave me…I just don’t know what my heart and mind are planning, they’re planning different things I can tell you that…