The end is HERE

Its the last week of term three and so the end is coming close. This whole week i'm so busy after school hours, i kind of freaked out. Today i had a reunion for MAC which is the school performance. The ones that was involved in it went and the year 12s got a gift card to JB which is cool-ish. Then i had an hour to kill before going to Taek so i went to nandos with the little ones who were challenging each other with eating chili. i was laughing so bad, i couldve died XD

Wednesday i have double free in the afternoon so i get to go home early but instead i have a orthodontist appointment to tighten my braces. Which colour should i get next? LOL then i come back to school so i can go to Lindah's joint so we can bake and stick our assignment in and talk at the same time because doing it on our own is boring. gosh that sounded wrong just now    D:

Thursday i have a double free in the after noon which is good. i was to have Taek but i HAVE to go to the stupid information night int he bloody city which i am not stuffed to go to but i HAVE to T_______T i dont wanna miss out on Taek, i get to kick ass!!!

Friday we get to go home early but i have the second last period free so i go home earlier and then we have Laser Wars which is going to be fun and then perhaps a movie afterwards depending on the time. I wanna watch Despicable Me!!!!! i wanna i wanna!!!   >:(

So today in Taek we were breaking boards by kicking, punching or just do it how ever you want. it was a good experience. it doesnt hurt though, if you dont break the board then yeah it hurts. the trick is to have it facing the RIGHT way and kicking with the HEEL of your foot and kick on the CRACK. most of us got pissed at it and kept kicking it full on, one being me until i kicked the frame that held the board which hurt like a b*tch!!!!   >_<"
now i cant walk on it which is a pain in the arse cause i need my foot for the next three days cause im gonna be doing a whole heap of walking ==

So today i saw something which amused me. I hardly get amused now days which isnt a shocker! i get pissed easily like usual and i was also slightly unhappy at the image which made me laugh a little on the inside. anyway, bringing your girlfriend to Taek is like taking her to an arcade and have her watch you play games. its boring and is a pain in the arse. heres a pointer, you DO NOT bring your girlfriend to Taek, arcades, pool, or anything that has YOU playing and HER watching. its boring for us girls and im sure you dont know that cause youre the one who is always up and doing something!

Im still disappointed about the age thing. i now look at few people differently. As for the Stupid Panda Kunt, i still look at him the same. i hate him. i was going to throw the kicking pad at him when i was putting it away since he was holding the bag but some guy was in the way and i hit him instead. OH WELL!!   stupid panda *twitch*

my foot still hurts and i cant fully stand on it T_________T

GEORGIA's BIRTHDAY / thoughts

Yesterday was Georgia's 18th birthday and party. It wasnt a big party like how EVERYONE drags the entire school to their house or anything. It was just a small get together for those who are close. Funny because I live like three houses away from her, now THATS close XD.

All together including the birthday girl, there was nine of us girls. six of us met up at my place because they didnt want to be early so they came to my place for about half an hour or more. Seven on the dot we all went over to Georgia's like a pack of wolves. XD

There was HEAPS of food and trust me when i say heaps!

 Yeah that was all the food that we had for nine girls. we were suppose to starve ourselves but most of us ate anyway. but even if we were to starve ourselves, nine GIRLS wouldnt be able to finish off ALL OF THAT!! By the end of the night we all had to take a plate of each item home which was funny cause the girls with most siblings had the hugest bag which was Sarah. XD

So we ate and then sang karaoke and then went the cinemas to watch Salt which was alright. it got confusing at times and i was so over the fact that she was killing everyone in the same way and her lips was always in that pouting way. LOL

Then we waited to get picked up to go back to the house and when we got back, we ate some more and made take away food bowls/plates. People started to leave cause it was past 12!!! I stayed to help with the clean up which was pretty fun due to the chocolate fondue had to reheat it to get the chocolate out. Now that i mention it, i feel like chocolate!! >:(

Photos were taken but not much so here's a few. one lindah wanted so yeah.

Georgia's birthday cake

left to right; Jamie, Georgia, Brigitte

left to right; Kelly, Lindah, Me

So have you ever saw someone who right away you know something about them? Have you ever met someone age guessed their age and most of the time youre right? Have you ever gotten the though wrong? I have and i dont know why i got so worked up about it.
No one looks their age anymore. Apparently i look like a 13 year old. This chick who is in yr 10 looks like a yr 12 or first yr uni student. This guy who looks like a 19 year old turns out to be a yr 11. Like what the hell?! i dont know if its the taekwondo uniform or this world is f***ed up but this is seriously getting to me which isnt a good thing because i should be going to sleep soon or else ill wake up late tmr T___________T

A**HOLES ^^

Ever had those times where you feel like doing something and you actually end up doing it? I have!! MANY MANY MANY TIMESSS! That's part of living really, living and belonging. You go around and try to find the things that you enjoy and like and whether or not you'll continue with it.

I just recently joined Taekwon-do which is AWESOMEEEE!!! Yesterday when i was in one of the lessons, we were SPARRING which is like a one on one and after every match you move up the line. How stupid of me to line up at the very end and end up moving up and fighting with the ones who are on a way higher rank of belt than me. I'm a white belt DUH!
I got punched in the nose by some asian, it was light and the guy was full on like OMG I'M SO SORRY!! ARE YOU OKAY DO YOU NEED TO GO TO HOSPITAL?!!!
i have no idea what he was trying to do. if it was sarcasm then he was doing a pretty bad job at it. if he was trying to act as if hes really pro with Taek then he was also doing a bad job at it. and if he was REALLY caring then again, he was doing a really bad job at it.

Don't you just hate it when people say that you cant do something because THEY HAVE SO MUCH BELIEF IN YOU?!! yeah, the funny thing about what they say is urging you to actually do it and rub it in their faces and laugh to yourself at their reaction.

Another thing to hate is A**HOLES!!! You know the type of people who act as if they're the G when in a group but when they're alone they're like sh*t scared and try to own you with useless and stupid words? Yeah, those people i hate. I ran into an old frienemy today after lunch cause i was talking to a friend outside of school. i saw him and when he passed, he was with another guy from school who is also an a**hole. i said hi like full of happy and all he did was check out my friend from head to toe (not to mention my friend was a guy) gay much? and only said a light hi to me and walked off when i offered a hug. F***ING FAG!!! If i could, i would've kicked his a** in there and then for being such a d*ck! he was never THAT MUCH OF A D*CK back when he still went to the school. i guess he got influenced by d***heads.

Oh and the word sorry...how would one say it to you for it to be meaningful?

PART OF MY STORY!! (bored) New Year Party.

Allan ran out of the party room after me as i ran into the elevator.
"Alice wait!!" he shouted and pryed the elevator doors open. "Just let me explain would you?" he almost shouted at me.
"EXPLAIN WHAT?! I DONT WANT TO F***ING HEAR IT!!" i shouted in his face, kicked him in the shin and pushed him out.
i stormed out of the hotel when the elevator doors opened and i was filled with rage! Allan was behind me in no time, bloody quick bastard!!
"Alice wait!" he said pulled me around to face him.
"WHAT!!??" i shouted and pulled my arm out of his grasp.
"I'm sorry" was all he said. Pissed off, i stared at him in the eye and decided to say everything that i wanted him to know about just once and for the very last time.
"Sorry?! For what? For using me? Playing me as if I'm a toy? For being an a**hole perhaps? For telling me that you love me and not mean it? For lying to me? For asking me for another chance or for kissing some other b*tch in front of me?!" i shouted at him.
"I didnt lie to you! i never did!" he argued.
"BULL F***ING SH*T!!!" i yelled. "You lied during the entire time that we were together! You even lied when we broke up! What the f*ck is the matter with you huh?!" i shoved him on the shoulder.
With Allan having nothing more to say, i turned and headed for the train station. Few seconds later, he spoke and ran after me.
"If you say that, why don't you prove it? When did i lie to you?" he asked calmly. Having enough of his sh*t talk and wasnt bothered to be talking to such dumb a** i kept walking and didnt reply.
"See! You can't prove it! I never lied!" he pulled me back. "Alice give me another chance" he held my hand.
I yanked my hand out of his grasp and shouted, "ENOUGH!!!" followed by a sharp slap across his face. "I'll give you a chance alright, to get the f**k out of my face and i never want to see you again" is said through with a serious tone and sharp piercing eyes. With those last words i left and that was the last time i had seen Allan. He was just as i thought from the beginning. He was just like those a**hole that i go to school with. How can i be so gullible?

nigguh please!!! >:/

Some people may think that i'm slow but thats not entirely true. i'm not slow, people just dont tell me things. and thats the problem.
ever had a group of friends and at one stage you were ALL VERY CLOSE? i did, i say 'did' because it feels as if the group is falling apart. not because its the end of the year but its because there are few people who arent telling some of us somethings along with the fact that we havent been together as a group for a while.

So tell me, when you have a group that you belong to and you have some sort of relation towards a friend in that same group, would you tell the group that theres something going on between you and that friend or let the group find out slowly?

I know its hard to tell because you don't know how to start off but whats more important; you not knowing how to start off or the group that you 'were' so close to?

would you really call it trust? i dont think so. if this person told me that they didnt know how to tell the group you know what id say??
QUOTED FROM HUY DEP TRAI
" "thoi di ma" equivalent to "nigguh please" "

So whatever it is thats going on please tell those around you and those that means something to you, even if now they dont mean so much, still you want to keep this friend dont you?

TAEKWONDO! D:

Firstly sorry for not being on lately. I had so much going on although i had forgot what it was. one being study which is like weird considering its me. two would probably be sleep. i havent been getting much sleep lately O___O no idea why.

I went to try out taekwondo yesterday. it was pretty fun, i liked it, probably better then dancing. XD
the bad side to it was that i met an a**hole. i hated him as soon as i paired up with him. his face? well lets just say that he had a face that i would want to flatten. he called me a "toy" because i wasnt in taek uniform and because i was kicking lightly. stupid a**hole said "no offence". yeah sure, no offence intended AT ALL HUH?!
he was laughing like a stupid fag and i so wanted to kick him in the nut and when he was down, kick him in the face so he'd actually shut up. GRRRR he pisses me off so bad.

im gonna kick this guys a** one day, just you wait you Stupid Panda Kunt. yes, thats what i call him because i was wearing a panda t-shirt and he was like, "c'mon", responding to my "What? *twitch" when he had called me a "toy" was, "youre wearing a panda t-shirt, i like pandas". i so wanted to GRRRRRR   >:(  and thats how he got his name, Stupid Panda Kunt!!!!

oh and like i wasnt pissed off enough yesterday that led to today, i was called arrogant when i was on the friggin bus! stupid little a**hole said, "nah im used to her arrogant-ness" responding to, "dont worry about her, shes just pissed", which made me even more pissed, i wanted so bad to whack him one. *TWITCH!!!

and im all soar from yesterday, havent did any workout lately so yeah... T____T
but im still joining taekwondo so thumbs up baby ;D

Last day of Winter

Wow its already the last day of winter, how quick huh? And in a few days or so, the hay fever will attack us all!!!  D: Oh and we, year twelves, have five more weeks of school until awards night, muck up day, EXAMS and formal. And a whole bunch of stuff to look forward to after that!! HOMYBUDDA!!!  D:

Oh get this, my drama performance exam is on the same day as my awards night!! T_________T what the hell am i gonna do? and how will i get back in time??  D=

Oh well ill work something out...hopefully and just two and a half more weeks till holidays but even so, theres holiday classes T_T

Stimulated XD

What an interesting day i had.
Well lets see i had a day off today but even so i was suppose to come in for a class but i didnt cause i wasnt bothered cause i knew that i wouldnt learn anything. So i just slept in until Lindah came over cause i told her i wasnt bothered going class so she wasnt bothered either ROFL.

When she got to my place we sat around and then we timed out what we had to do today so we left and walked to Ginifer station to go Watergardens. We had to buy a birthday present for a friend so yeah, we then ate and trained it to Sunshine cause we were watching a movie.
We watch Step Up 3. IT WAS SO GOOOOOOOOOOOD id do, i mean, id watch it again. XD after that we met up with a friend so i can get some of my stuff back and then we trained it back to school for parent teacher interviews although we went alone cause were awesomeeee XD

Watching Step Up 3 has inspired me to turn back to dance. It made me feel weird inside since i havent danced in awhile but when i had music on and moved with it, i was better then before and i had realised that i had never forgotten about it.
Back then, i could never freestyle. i told everyone around me that i didnt know how but all they said was that i just needed practise and that im probably shy. its true because i knew that i can dance, if i can do chorey then i can freestyle, i just had to be confidant and not care about what others think.
Dancing makes you feel good because youre not scared of moving in front of others. when you move with rhythm, youre expressing something from inside. And everyone can dance, you just gotta believeeee. gosh thats corny ROFLLL