Year TWELVE!!!

Have you ever thought back to memories that were so happy that you laugh at the memory itself? It is now the last two weeks of year twelve classes and it’s basically filled with study, study, practice exams, study and more practice exams. This is the time to be getting your mind straight to focus because the only person that you have to blame when you get a shit score is yourself. Even I’m forcing myself to do work man and I’m kinder freaked out by it. XD

So back to the memories, photos normally bring back memories but its not just photos. Notes and sayings, places and thoughts. Just before I was thinking back to a photo with someone and wondered if I still had it. So I racked out my files and found the folder of the Year Twelve Study Camp at the start of the year.

I found the photo, smiled at it and decided to go through the entire folder. Even though the camp was only two days, not even, it was pretty fun and there were many new experiences.

At the start of year twelve we thought that it was going to be the worse year of our lives. It’s true. But then the past year twelves came in and told us that it will be the best year of our lives. At the time we were thinking “What the hell are you talking about? Its year TWELVE!” but its true, it is the best year.

Indeed it is filled with study, study and more study but you also have fun at the same time. This only goes for those who balance out study and relaxation time.

There is so much to look forward to at this moment. The last day of school where you run around and no work is done, signing shirts, taking photos and tears with everyone around you.

After that is MUCK UP day where you can come as what ever the hell you want and mess up each other with cream, eggs, get soaked from head to toe. There’s also the whole school assembly where there’s announcements, music and you get to sit at the front looking out of place due to the costumes.

The following Monday is awards night which is GRADUATION!!! Graduation is a formal event where we have to dress nicely and get our gowns on and our diplomas I think? O_O

Then a few days later is our FIRST exam which is ENGLISH followed by the rest of the exams. Exams go for three weeks and after that is FORMAL!

After that you’re done and wait for the results which is daunting.

Another thing that’s daunting, the thunder and rain at this moment. T_________________T

LINDAH!!!! SUCKS!!! (A)

Okay so I thank you for writing this to me because I love you oh so much don’t I? *stares*

Yes Lindah and I have been such great friends for the past six years. So great that she DOESN'T even REMEMBER that my first boyfriend was in YEAR EIGHT!

Year nine I was single and the only event in that year was city camp.

Yes and when I got paralysed by Chee, I went to SICK BAY and not HOSPITAL. Thanks for your get well card thingo. See how good of a friend she is? You wish I went into hospital *greases* hahahaha

So that’s probably about it that I want to fix up. Now it’s my turn to say some things. It probably wouldn’t be as long because I don’t notice many things around me *forgive me hun ;D*

My first impression of Lindah when she walked in our home room was “Woah her eyes are puffy!!” then it was “Damn she’s quiet!”

At recess when I was SUPPOSE TO SHOW HER AROUND THE SCHOOL she RAN OFF with her primary friend Lisa.

But soon after we got into a group which were the six stooges and me and her became the bester friends due to our marriage. I don’t think I proposed to her but our honeymoon was on a massive rock.

What I do remember is the amount of times she has cheated on me and the amount of times that I wanted a divorce. The papers were never signed and APPARENTLY I ALWAYS ran back to her. Tsk as if you’re that special (A)

Being friends you basically do EVERYTHING with them. You go out, you stay in, you eat, you watch, you strip (A)

You argue with your friends and when it was OUR turn for arguing, it hardly lasted five minutes. We could never stay angry at each other for more than five minutes. But one time in year EIGHT when I had my first boyfriend I was always talking about him to her which made her feel as if I was rubbing it in her face which I wasn’t. But because of the age that we were in, we couldn’t help but think so.

That caused an argument between us and it lasted about a day and a half. It got to the point where when she wrote me a letter (which I still have) it had said “I don’t know if you still want to be friends?”

I was like O_______________O   NOOOOOOO

I couldn’t imagine losing a friend like LINDAH!!!!! So I called her and we solved it. The next day we were fine like fine could be. LOL that was probably the only real argument that we had so far (A)

As time passed, I really did depend on her. I always ran to her when I had stuff I couldn’t figure out. Back then she had always told me what I could possibly do. But now that we’re older and we understand each other more, she doesn’t tell me what I could do anymore because she knows that I know what to do.

You could never ask for a better friend than the one I have right here. On my bed ;D  ROFLL

She’s one of a kind even if her life may not be simple and that you would need a lot of time to be able to handle her, I’m fine with it. I’ve seen guys revolve around her and they come and go like the wind. They come to her because they’re attracted by her face. But they go because soon after they learn about her personality and mind.

They’re such dogs seriously!

Ummm about the envy thing, I find it weird but because of the difference with those things between us, I guess I understand. Its not that I push myself to be happy, I just seem to find myself to be happy when I’m around people who isn’t my family. Even though when I think about it, it makes me sad I still smile when I look up at the faces who are smiling back at me. Family, who needs them? I guess we do… LOL

In the situation that I’m going through, it’s probably why I rather be in your shoes and never meet this dad of mine than have him taken away from me when the most important time of my life begins.

With your situation, it’s hard to pull through and I see why. It’s no wonder why you envy me, but guess what? You could be part of this, you can be so welcome to be part of all of this.

Tipper: and we’re gonna go YOU KNOW WHY!!!  (What happens in Vegas)  ROFLL

But its your choice if you want to or not. I only say this because I don’t want you to be alone. We’re in year twelve now, the most important year of our lives. Next year, we will be going our separate ways. Neither of us wants to drift apart and so if you do come and be part of this, we won’t have to drift apart because we will be able to talk like how we always do.

I can’t believe that the end is coming so soon. It was just yesterday that we were getting married by our Lote teacher, Mr Amos. PACHE!!

Like I always say, it will only be awkward if you let it be. Things will only happen if you let it. Therefore I won’t let us drift apart. I’ll do what it takes for this marriage to work!! (Y)  ROFL

This BEST FRIEND of mine, Lindah, she always knows what to do or say to get me laughing or crying. Like he post about me, at the beginning well, the whole first of it, made me laugh so bad I felt light headed. Until when it got to the part about how she envied me. That made me cry and I was talking to her on msn and I told her that I had just finished crying. She said “There, there. *pats balls*”

That got me laughing. See how special out connection is? How can you bare to have it slip away? Well I know one thing for sure, I’m not gonna let it!!  >:(

Love ya my wife    ;D

Last day of Winter

Wow its already the last day of winter, how quick huh? And in a few days or so, the hay fever will attack us all!!!  D: Oh and we, year twelves, have five more weeks of school until awards night, muck up day, EXAMS and formal. And a whole bunch of stuff to look forward to after that!! HOMYBUDDA!!!  D:

Oh get this, my drama performance exam is on the same day as my awards night!! T_________T what the hell am i gonna do? and how will i get back in time??  D=

Oh well ill work something out...hopefully and just two and a half more weeks till holidays but even so, theres holiday classes T_T

What difference do you see?

Just finished a discussion i had to write for english. something about the evils of belonging. with this subject i understand it and such but when it comes to writing, i suck.
i mean, i like writing its something i do just so i can rant through words and get it all out there. but yes i'm not so good at it. its always like that isn't it? when you like a particular thing youre not good at it and when you hate something youre really good at it. how unfair is life? >_<

Anyway for today's thought/s
For some odd reason the topic of like and interest popped up today during one of my spares. I thought about it and so now I'm writing to remind myself and let you all out there who don't know the difference.
Some may say that liking someone/something is the same as being interested in them/it. but it's not and i'm going to tell you why.

Being interested in someone/something is when you want to know more about them/it and so you decide to explore and do your research. you don't miss them/it what so ever and you don't think about them/it what so ever.

As for liking someone/something you have an emotion towards that person/thing and you want to pursue them/it. you'll often find yourself talking about the person/thing and you'll regularly miss them/it.

So when you know the difference between interested and like you'll know where it is that you're heading.

So there you go. What do you think about them now?

OH YEAH! I JUST REALISED

I got replace in a video clip my friend was running. T____T   How shattering isn't it? My role in it was to tackle two people. I was looking forward to it too and now when my friend said that i don't need to worry about it since he found someone who lives closer I really want to tackle someone and beat the living sh** out of them.   TT_____TT